An Entire World to Write

Today is a particularly difficult day for me.

Writing the previous two stories, Once Upon a Time a Charro and Explain Yourself!, made me feel very close to my wife as if the events captured in these stories have come to life and I was transported back in time. This feeling made me feel warm and happy, but it uncovers a deep sense of longing for my wife that I cannot stop. Sometimes I think I am going a little mad by viewing the world through this new retro-reality I am creating.

Whatever the case; there is something sublime about remembering a loved one who meant the world to me. Remembering comes with a price; it hurts.

There is so much more about us and so little time to write it!

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